4 Days of Break

Wonder why do I change the font size of the words. Blogger system changed already? I cant seem to find the font size option. Anyway my superior asked me to rest at home tomorrow since the other TC will not be coming as well. I wonder why am I so happy for lol. I'm supposed to be working as taking a day off means no money! Anyway hopefully I get a proper desk soon. Since like I'll be shifting to one of the previous TC's desk.

Was thinking of either swimming or playing badminton tomorrow. Gotta exercise. BUT first of all, I have to get my hair cut!

I'm glad I found this job, at least it keeps my mind occupied.

Doesnt want to do a non profit business doesnt means I'm not willing to sacrifice. The thing is just how worthy it is to spend your time on that. You may think it is so WEI DA to love someone whom doesnt love you at all but I think that's totally bullshit. You just have to get your mind off him/her before you hurt yourself even deeper. How silly you are. LOL!

For all that I know, ever since sunday, everything changed and I'm glad I got something to keep me occupied :)

Work = money

It's my dad's birthday today and we went the Soup Restaurant for dinner! Food were nice but expensive! Just when I take a closer look at him, he sure has aged. Sigh glad at least I was able to give him a treat though 3/4 of the sum were paid by my uncle haha!

Seems like NP guys have yet to receive the NS enlistment letter, at least from those that I know of. Can you imagine just how fast time travels? Sure enjoy the school life while in secondary school and poly. I won't stop at diploma level. I'll definitely get to the local U!!!

Anyway while thinking of blogging when I was working, I thought of the side effect of a joke. Yes of course, life without teasing each other or cracking joke is indeed boring. BUT have anyone of you thought of how some joke can be hurtful at times? I pray that God will give me the wisdom to speak. I hope I did not offend anyone verbally without realizing it.

It's fun to get tease at times like for example, HEY NICH!!! Look who's there man!!! Why you suddenly seem so HAPPY!??? Hahaha! Is it really that happy to see someone whom you like? Doesnt that brings you pain instead?

Honestly, I cant stand being ignored after you asked a question be it by sms, face to face talk or an email or whatsoever. Is busy an excuse? So if someone you like were to sms you, will you reply or will you ignore like what you normally does? Am I right to say that we often judge people according to how much we see or like them and treat them differently? What a sinful act.

Now's not the time yet??? Wonder how many times I have hear this phrase. I have already graduated!!! I got all the time I want now. The thing is, I'm still unable to move this "rock" !!!

I'm sure, very sure that if you were to call me and tell me you need me, even if I'm fast asleep, even if it's in the midnight or early in the morning and no matter how tired and weak I'm and where you are, I'll make sure I run the thousand over miles, swim across the ocean, climb over the mountains, brave across the thunderstorm just to be there for you and to give you one tight slap for waking me up when I'm already dying LOL! But that's just how much you're important to me.

Touching yet funny, as expected from myself :) HA HA!

Always seeking some words of wisdom from your blog dude. Seems like blogging is becoming a way of communicating. Yes indeed the jungle is full of many flowers and fruits. Maybe that was just a rotten one. I'm glad I have yet to put it into my mouth.

Talking about fruits, something else came into my mind - fruits of the spirit. Can you name it all? For all I know patience is what I'm always looking for.

Instead of whining at how miserable life can be sometimes, I thought it was a rather good idea to give thanks for whatever that's happening. Though no proper desk and computer for me, but for all I know, I met a group of friendly and interesting friends. On the other hand, I'm one step closer to identifying what are some of the inedible fruits.

Anyway nichloas, u said u saw lots of emo-tic phrases from "them" right? I thought that was what they wanted. Treat others the way you want them to treat you. That's all I can say.

I heard a "love" story from a close friend once. It seems like her life is indeed so miserable and I really pity her. Afterall I got to know her better, I thought, wasn't that what you always wanted? That's just how you treat others LOL.

I guess we are all insensitive at times, we talk about how our lifes are so pathetic but looking from the big picture, it might be due to the fact that we have already taken a wrong step from the start. That's life, it's too tough to walk back, just got to continue walking straight.

Blogging has become my way of releasing stress recently. Monday to Friday is just about waking up to brush my teeth and bathe, proceed to work, dismiss from work and meet my dear brother nichloas. Honestly, I was always looking forward to meeting you after work, maybe because there's just too many common topic to talk about. Saturday???? Sunday, church service and CAMP MEETING!!!! What a standard way of living lol.

How great it is to let everything out instead of hiding your thoughts.

What should you do when whatever someone does, pisses u off. Inpatience has already become an obstacle for me.

Everything little small things are affecting my mood. SHUCKS!!!!

It's always like this.

Always coming up with new excuses which I gotta say may be valid at times but it's just hard for me to accept.

I'm freaking irritated by your decision. Come on! Prioritize!!! Since you can be so flexible with the others and do the same to the rest of us, i mean me LOL.

Another insensitive freak. Why the hell should I even save my hp batt for you, waiting for the hp to ring, getting distracted by it...... F*** it!!!! Cant believe how pathetic I am. WAKE UP!!!!!

Anyway, for goodness sake, HTH doesn't need to be a guy chatting wif a gal

Seems like the welfare of my side here has got some grudges against us. No personal desk and desktop. Everything gotta be shared despite having extra computers and so many EMPTY SPACES!!!! 2 weeks had just passed and I really wonder how long I can stand this.

On the other side, the agent had continuously failed to send us the link to update our attendace - salary, and 2 weeks had passed. Ridiculous.

Cel postphoned again. Maybe it's time we break up this cell. It's not moving at all.

With cell cancelled, I met nicholas ng jun hao as usual and went orchard. Finally got to see who karen is lol. Nvr seen her before though. Anyway didn't expect von to be there watching movie too but lol...

Went over causeway point for some light supper before going home. Guess we had a HTH talk throughout the whole journey lol. Why are we always the victim? HAHA!

It's the second week at MOE! Cant believe who I saw today at the MOE scholarship interview. What a small world haha. Sadly I attended the interview as a clerk and not an applicant haha!

Though busy but I gotta admit time passes really fast while working there. One thing bad about it is that I got no personal computer!!!

Yup, tomorrow's friday but cant go home!!! Got cell LOL! Must be enthusiatic about it haha! Hope to see majority of them there tmr.

Attended Jie ying's concert on tuesday and I was really surprised by the number of audience. LOL! Not even one quarter of the theatre is occupied. What's happening??? Anyway great things happened after the concert LOL! Didn't expect it.

I guess for the next few working days, I should be meeting nicholas as usual and go home together. OT for half an hour daily haha! Such diligent worker. Finish my job on time and stayed back to do even "more" stuffs haha!

What a great day to start! Refreshing, motivated and happy!Results been improving since the first semester and here I am, finally reached the highest possible GPA. What a good ending :) Thank you lord! :D

Next stop, UNIVERSITY!!!

With my partner leaving early today, got quite some tasks to complete and it was a total mess!!! Indeed working as an administrator/clerk isn't as easy as I thought but it shall become a good testimony and experience for me :)

Tmr shall be an important for all NP students haha! Quite nervous.

It's always good to keep myself occupied with a job, at least it helps kill time :) Sad thing is, I got no motivation to do any other things.

Gotta start thinking wad I really want lol. Everyday's just work, sleep, QT and that's all lol. Anyone feeling bored now should jus think of what they really want and start MOVING!

As usual, I'm still too fast in making a conclusion. Is it because of inpatience or lack of faith?

First day at work. Nice environment but uncomfortable working condition for me. Not personal desk!!! Wonder if one can imagine how painful my back can be. There were 6 other temporary staffs and were around my age. The jobs are really straight forward and as expected, you don't need to think! Everything is fixed, it's just like following a SOP. To my surprise, there was a Njc girl living near me and I was asked to work under or rather with her. Heard something like how they chose me so I'm kind of proud of myself in a way :)

It was great to receive wishes from my peers regarding my first day of work. Honestly I did not expect it.

Anyway it's all back to dark hair again, not used to it but it seems normal when I go for work.

Thinking of the lishi camp make me stressed!!! With jia ni taking up the role of makingthe video, it was a relieve for me as I had never really use the movie maker despite I'm from NP!!!! Dono why but i just felt bad for her???

Always been spending my time with nicholas and jun wei before my work started and i thought it was great to spend time catching up with friends or even just chat with them despite seeing each other almost everyday LOL.

Took a few weeks before I got this offer. Admin at MOE teaching scholarhsip unit!!! Great! Thanks LORD!!! :D

Been spending money this few weeks!!! Gotta start to save up from now.

There's 2 options now isnt it? A & B. I guess A's out!!! Been trying my very best to "research" and the result I got isn't really pleasing. Though it's left with B but it's just so hard to "reasearch" on it.

Nich!!! Cant believe you even state your criteria for your future gf on your blog haha! U think u're holding a matchmaking sessions for yourself ah haha!

Anyway here's some highlights of my life recently haha!